I am gay, that means I shouldn’t have problems with men. Aye right.
I thought being nice to a guy at my work. The guy seemed lonely, so I thought it would be appreciated for him to have a friend to confide in. I know that when my life was shit, friends were the folk who kept me going. This guy, however, seems to think that being friendly, is an indication for something. Like parking outside my work and booking meals kind of something.
I’m feeling unfomfortable now, and can’t decide if it is my head. Help?
Lot’s of things have happened.
1) a pub I used to frequent when I stayed in Glasgow was hit by a helicopter. 9 people have died and many more injured. It’s horrible, I love Glasgow. It’s my favourite place in the world, the people are so friendly and warm.
2) my cat has gone missing. He hasn’t been seen since Saturday. I have looked everywhere and called everyone I can think of. It’s horrible, he’s just a baby. :(
3)A friend who lost his job at work, has just discovered he has cancer. He doesn’t have many people to talk to, and he is at breaking point. It feels like everything I say is not enough. Other than ‘the doctors know best’ I don’t know what to say.
4) the ‘sad’ few days I have had, has become a sad few weeks. I hate it. I have stopped taking my anti-depressants, and have been dealing with things myself. Well, trying to anyway.
5) a girl I used to be friends with, joined work. I found out after she said that I had robbed her, after staying at her house. I have never stayed at her house, and don’t know why she’d lie. There was no big fallout from our friendship, we just grew apart. Which happens. I have put her straight, telling her to get a grip if she thinks lying will get her anywhere. I just can’t think of why anyone would lie like that.
Just a mess, hence the lack of updates.